I had a dream last night that Kurt broke up with me. In my dream I was really upset over it and kinda shocked, but I just acted like I didn't care. How long are we going to date? I think it's so weird. We bought this Europe travel book yesterday. I haven't gotten to really read it yet though. I'm going to in a bit.
I'm getting my co-worker to bring me back a pickle and some banana pudding from Publix. MMmmmmmmmmmmmmm....mmmmmmmmmmm.mmmmmm..mmmm
I want it right now!!!!

I also had another dream about zombies. I was at my nanny's and it was her old house and it was dark. I needed to at least get to a car and I couldn't fight off the zombies worth shit because I couldn't hit them hard enough. I didn't die, but I didn't get away. I was trying to save my family. I've been having dreams of either school (like high school and middle), my family on my mom's side, or zombies. The zombie ones I don't really mind. I'm kinda tired of the others. And I'm always so wimpy in my dreams. In dreams, I thought you were supposed to be like a hero or something.

I'm reading this book on traveling in Europe (oops, already mentioned that). I can't wait. This is all gonna be after Vegas, of course. Al and I have $400 saved up for Vegas so far, and we're gonna add the equivalant of our utility bill in every month. Also, we'll have our tax return when we go. It'll be in May, right after his 21st birthday. And for my birthday in Feb., we're gonna spend a little bit of the money to go to Mardi Gras. That's another reason I can't wait for school to start. Money. I just want to pay off my credit card. Plus, the credit card is in my mom's name because she could get a better interest rate. The problem with that, though, is that my mom is taking forever to give me the new info on the credit card so that I can start making payments again. I actually like making payments on my card. Otherwise I feel like it's just sitting there and waiting. I want it gone.
I'm also excited about my classes. Two I'm registered for right now are Expository Writing classes and they won't be too much fun, but I think I'll be able to do a lot of homework at work. Another one is creative writing which will be a piece of cake (and fun). Hopefully I get a good teacher for that. I don't want a artsy-fartsy one like last time. "I don't listen to music with words. I don't like poems that rhyme." How fucking bohemian of you. Whatever. I'm trying to get my schedule changed for that class, though, because it's 3 days a week right in the middle of my work schedule. I try every day but nothing's opened so far. I have hope. Yesterday I happened upon a class that I really needed that's a pre-req for pretty much every class (like the creative writing is). Keep in mind that every class was taken when I first tried to register, but I've kept at it. The last class, mentioned above, is a literature class and it's going to be a piece of cake, as well. It's basically the same thing I took in high school.
So, I need straight A's to bring my GPA up to about 3.5 From those classes that I got F's in because I never dropped them when I left Jacksonville, I now have a pathetic 3.04
Oh, one of the bands that Kurt is playing in (did I already say?) is going to be at Jack Rabbits on Aug 5. You guys have to come. The only other band I recognize will be X sister Z. Come come come. I miss you I love you I want you... oh, yeah, and fuck Daniel.